Hi, mi name is kaila but you can call me Lala
well this blog is about me, i'm not the normal type of girl that sits around and does nothing i'm funny, outgoing, and smart, i'm the type of girl that's not scared to watch Yaoi, or speak my mind i love being me not matter what i like to do, yea so i'll post any pics i like and think are interesting, and most of the pics i'll up here are not mine so i have to give credit to the people who the pics really truly belong to so yea if you have any questions please feel free to ask me i'll anwser you i promise
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the pictures that I post unless stated otherwise.

27th August 2014

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I almost did something I haven’t done in a long time

It’s hard over coming being a cutter everyday you get the feeling of wanting to feel a cold blade slide across your wrist I’ve been fighting this feeling for over a year now it gets harder everyday just knowing at any minute I can be at my lowest and pick up a blade and just start cutting myself until there’s no end but I do miss doing it but it’s better if I don’t cause I want to get better and I want to be happy and not sad I hated that I was always sad and wanted everything to end I don’t feel that way anymore but tonight at this very moment I’m at my lowest and I don’t know how to get out right now I need something to cut myself with in my head I know it’s wrong and I shouldn’t do it but my heart is telling me to find something to ease the pain and you’ll feel better but I can do better I’m going to ignore my heart and close my eyes and dream

Tagged: cuttersgetting betterstay strongaddiction to cutting

10th August 2014

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I’m scared and I feel so alone right now

I am so scared right now I really need my boyfriend it hasn’t sunk in until now that I could be pregnant I’m so confused right now and I need someone to talk to so bad that I can’t do anything but lay here in bed and cry I thought that this would be something I would want but right now at this very moment I’m not ready and I don’t think that I would ever be ready to do this I haven’t been taking this to heart until now cause I’m alone and my bf hasn’t made sure if I was ok even though he was the reason why I was in denial and thought that I wasn’t and with out him asking me If I’m ok is getting to me I really need him at a time like this I can’t deal with this alone anymore I’m scared and I don’t know what to do at a time like this I hope that I’m not I can’t take care of a baby right but if it comes down that i am I hope that i can be the best mom that I can be and If I’m not I will give up sex we can stop I don’t care anymore about it if I have to go through this Everytime we do it then I don’t want to do it at all screw that I feather wait until it’s the right time for us to be doing this cause honestly neither one of us is ready to take on that responsibility just yet

Tagged: scaredalonecryinmight be p

5th August 2014

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Why are guys so emotional

I’m confused my boyfriend got pissed at me at first I didn’t know why but then I realized that he felt some type of way when we was aruging about sex for one he likes to do it in weirded places like to day he felt like he couldn’t wait so he wanted to do it outside and I didn’t say no so we did it and he cums and I don’t after that we stopped later when he left he texts me saying why did I stop him i told him it was because we was outside and me said “and” and Im like someone could have saw us but he didn’t care he was like no one could see us so I said at least you got to cum so I don’t know what your problem is and then he’s said that I hurt him by saying that I was I wrong for saying that???

Tagged: loveemotionsboyfriend

15th May 2014

Photo reblogged from Love is power with 17 notes

Source: dirtybirdy35

15th May 2014

Photo reblogged from Yummy Yaoi with 56,147 notes

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when he’s uncut

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this is my fav post lmao

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this is my fav post lmao

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13th May 2014

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The love of my life

Me: HI
D :Hey
Me-wyd
D-nothing wbu
Me-laying down
D-mhmm what are you wearing
Me-some shorts and a shirt
D-mhmm
Me-what??
D-nothing
Me-mhmm
D-i love you so much
Me- I love you too

13th May 2014

Photo reblogged from Sad with 733 notes

12th May 2014

Photo reblogged from I Exist with 45 notes

shelikesthethrill:

Trust your struggle!

shelikesthethrill:

Trust your struggle!

12th May 2014

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I love you and only you I can’t see myself with anyone but you I’m scared that one day you’ll just up and leave me alone and I don’t know what I would do without you and the saddest part about it is that I know u won’t go anywhere but deep down in my heart I know you will

Tagged: llovesad love story

12th May 2014

Photo reblogged from Under--Heaven with 41 notes

12th May 2014

Photo reblogged from I'm Coffee Princess with 553 notes

12th May 2014

Post reblogged from Royal Electric with 67 notes

royalelectric:

I miss the memories but not you: a true story

12th May 2014

Link reblogged from Mun-bun with 132 notes

Mommy.... →

mun-bun:

Hello? Is anyone there?…..It’s dark…and I can’t see anything…Hello?…..

There are strange voices and sounds I hear…I can even feel movement.

One of these voices talks to me a lot. They call themself ‘mommy’…This voice is the nicest and prettiest voice I hear. Sometimes mommy even sings to me…

12th May 2014

Photo reblogged from EVEN DEMONS HAVE DEMONS with 224 notes